Empty confusion...

I haven't written anything on here for a while now, and I was intending my next post to be something good, something creative, something that can stand alongside Perceptions, but I can seem to get the words out.

I know it's there, deep inside my mind, but I just can't seem to reach it. The only explanation I can think of as to why I'm finding this so difficult is because at the moment, I'm feeling rather depressed, and I'm not sure why.

I had enough trouble thinking of an interesting title for this post; it's probably not that great. I just don't know why I'm now feeling the way I do? Everything at the moment seems to be going pretty well.

The only way I can describe this feeling is an empty confusion, so really, I guess the title goes pretty well with the post after all! It's as if something's missing, but I can't quite put my finger on what exactly that is.

My father maybe? The irritation of illness taking over my school work? The loss of a friend? The worry for other friends? The irritation of a certain person bugging me? The virus I currently have infecting my lungs?

I really don't know. I doubt you readers are finding this at all interesting, but at the end of day, I hope writing all this out will make me feel a little bit better.

Thanks :)