Lyrics...

Drowning of the Mind

Melt my tears with this flame
Cause no one understands my pain
I've felt so lost for far too long
Too decayed to carry on

Realisation's setting in
I've tried so hard to let you in
Disintegration
Shedding skin
I would have been fine if I'd let you in

So I'm sorry
For everything I've done
The pain, the shame, the tears, the fears and only me to blame
I'll apologise for me
This was never the way I wanted to be
I'll be responsible for my mind
Cause I never wanted to leave you behind
I'm just so sorry I got in your way
This is my departure

I see my scars as open wounds
I see the blood; it says I'm doomed
I knew all along; right from day one
It had already begun

If only I could speak my pain
Then there'd be no one to blame
But I'm afraid I'm not that girl
My mind is in a nightmare world

So I'm sorry
For everything I've done
The pain, the shame, the tears, the fears, and only me to blame
I'll apologise for me
This was never the way I wanted to be
I'll be responsible for my mind
Cause I never wanted to leave you behind
I'm just so sorry I got in your way
This is my departure

I see your face behind my eyes
I shed a tear for all lies
All those time I said 'I'm fine'
I was making us both blind
All I needed was your trust
But now I'm fading into dust
I needed someone; I needed you
I just couldn't ask you to help me through...

So I'm sorry
For everything I've done
The pain, the shame, the tears, the fears, and only me to blame
I'll apologise for me
This was never the way I wanted to be
I'll be responsible for my mind
Cause I never wanted to leave you behind
I'm just so sorry I got in your way
This is my departure...